Babi Gemok

I'm so fat, I feel like slashing some fat from some part of my body, and throw it away to some hungry dogs at some abandon alleys. Fuck. 

I hate this feeling. This insecurity.

God knows how hard I've worked to get this so-called ideal weight, but then, after a short period of glam, this legacy seems to come to an end.

If you know me well enough, I really hate when I gain weight. It's like world first problem to me. I can't simply sleep and forget about it, it's something that haunt me forever. At this moment, I feel like suffocating in my own fat. Fuck

I'm stuck with this problem, I can't simply move on and continue my life. Fuck